Realist
I'm a realist. I know that Jenny is not getting the care that she deserves. She deserves better care than I can give. This year marks 59 years since we married and 63 years since we met. Jenny i s a wonderful wife, mother, and grandmother. I owe her so much more than I can give. She's a wonderful person. I love her so much. I have zero training in being a caregiver. I can't cook or do many of the other things that Jenny did for me and for our children over the past 59 years. I'm impatient. I struggle with the weight of all of the tasks that shift to me as her dementia worsens. I'm a lousy caregiver. It pains me that I can't give Jenny the care that she deserves.